still here...(i think)

Honestly, this whole trying to make sure i dont fail my final year exams and assessments is not stress free o. Been buried in books for so long, doing stupid essays that i HATE HATE HATE AND HATE!!! and each one is not less that 5000 words.. PLS SAVE ME!!!

I am out of my touch with reality it is highly disturbing. My nights and Days are the same, i dont know which is which or what day it isor what time it is.. i just wake and write and wake up and write.

Needless to say, this is doing NOTHING for my keeping fit and healthy plan. Junk food is the only type of food that i have had time to eat. And my pocket is not exactly full, in fact it is freaking OVERDRAWN!!!

My Mother has been in the country for two weeks and I have spoken to her TWICE and still havent seen her, because of essays. Who sent me? wish i did something like maths that did not involve essays.

I even wanted to write about my birthday celebration two weeks ago and I just couldn't. I am 22. I thank God for everything he has done in my life, if he was charging me, i would never ever ever be able to pay him for his wonderful services, because i have SCREWED UP IN TOO MANY WAYS in the last two years. THIS YEAR IS GOING TO BE DIFFERENT .. I just KNOW!!!

Thinking about good things, I am healthy and well and not dying or starving, that is good enough for me. And God has given me all the resources I need, it is a matter of me using them and stop being freaking lazy.. still working on that.

Mr. Jinta, I am here o, just trying to finish uni well enough. (Thanks so much for the concern).

OH pls don't forget me in your prayers . I dont care if you dont know I am.

xxx